and nabei. i dont care a bit about you.


and mate. leave all your worries at home.
and laugh like there isnt any tomorrow.


pals. we talk about our dreams, hopes and sorrows.
and together, we're gon make it happen =)

I LOVE BEACHES !!!


and love. till death do us apart.


build a castle made of stone on a mountain.
I'll be the princess and youre gon be my prince.


and mate. no matter where we go, together we will be.


promise me mate. promise that we'll always stick together
as this is a hell of dangerous path we're taking


and till I find my way back to you. take a good care of yourself friend.
just remember, Im here. always.


we still have a long road to walk on. stay with me friend. as I dont know whats gon' come next.


and mate. Im gon dig a hole for us to stay in. so that no one can disturb our peace.

argh. the wind is just like so nice can.

anyway. yesterday was the BOMB of any days that Ive gone thru.
where everyone stared at me like nobody's business.
where im being the centre of attraction
now thats some bullshit
I'd never been one hah.
so yea. I love my new style.

take care mate.

and if this is what he wants and what she wants,
why is there so much pain?


d'yo care if Iunno what to say
when u sleep tonight will u thinka me ?


lets stay together for the kids baby.


those notes u gave me, I keep 'em all.

still able feeling ur touch and I miss you so baby.

my finger tips are swollen.
nice nice =D
staring at the sun.

muahahha. adopting a new style wakakak.

anyway. I DO LOVE MY BRO.
he is like so nice can
hes the champion luh
HAH

WARNING : this post gon be a very.. erm. pissing one. so yea, dont if you dont wanna get fucked.

aite. its not that Im money-minded. hell you. ask yourself people, how many times I borrow you guys' money. Im pretty sure you can count that with one of your hand. whatever I need the money for anyway. my parents have enough to keep me alive. my reason is. erm. you see mate, if he doesnt has even enough money for himself, what about me? its not that I want him to pay every single thing that I buy, but.. shit this is so hard. erm. oh, take for example.
we go out together. where we going to eat. hawker centre?? please DONT. and what we're gon do? sit there and stare at people pass by? DOUBLE please dont. and I am MORE than unwilling to pay for his. not that Im stingy. but argh shit.. lets make it shorter. I aint dumb enough to do so.

and please please and another please, do not ever call me some bad people who discriminate people cause of theirs. I am very very FAIR. I am a friend of anyone that I know, well, maybe not for one particular person. I am not biased towards people because of their wealth.

so please please, dont ever think so.

YU LING'S watch

to hope everyone that comes online is you,
to hope smses that come are from you,
to hope every mails I get, at least, one is from you,
to hope you will update your stuff so I know how you've been doing,
to hope everything will be just fine,
and to still think that we still are one
is freakingly dumb of me.

frozen inside without your touch, without your love darling ~

okay.
now listen miss dumbass.
you asked for this shit so you jolly well DEAL with it
and if the feelings have not changed, yet, fuck you.
MOVE ON BITCH.
and you shall not bitch about this shit again
NEVER.
you chose this shit, so dont fuck anybody around you
by being moody.
he has moved on. so why aint you ?
ugh. fuck you bitch.
and now I swear I WILL NOT bitch
about that shit again today
not gonna even think about it.

SCIENCE SUCKS TO THE EARTH'S CRUST !
guess what the fuck I am doing.
I am studying chem.
I have yet to study the bloody physics.
and its like, I just get started reading the bloody chapter
and hell you, I cant digest any of these shits !!
fuckard shit. these things fucked me up.
I am so not gonna be a doctor.
I dont even know what Im so fucked up about.
there is this fucking trashy lil thing in my fucking heart
that makes me just want to SCREAM...
hddkasjgfsdtfsdit

so here is THE PLAN.

Im going to go to my desired poly which is likely nanyang or sp. then to university I'll go. become an accountant of my father's stuff. I will buy a two-storey house. I am going to live with the perfect husband. the one who can find money and has a stuff of his own. thanks to my malay teacher, he told us to get someone who is cleverer than me, and not on the contrary, who is hardworking, dont care whether he has time for me or not, and lovely of course. but since Im still so young, I dont care about that 3 must-have specification first. when Im 20 and above I will start the searching. so PEOPLE, do come and find me when Im 20 and above, which is still six years more to go.
that is my life's plan currently.

the rose is dead

cheers~

x] AND ANOTHER ONE XD

Social studies.
reasons for merger n' separation.
JIA YOU !

x] company to study with.


x] stupid hair


x] ' what takes this human so long to reach uh. "

okay today's a hell of hectic day.


x] fattening famous amos. $100+ esprit watch.
not gon eat that cookies. bought it coz I thought.. nehmind.
theres always my bro.


x] empty seats reserved for .. ME hah


ah girl : come, I piggy-back you.
ah boy : cey, 15 already sey
me: ___-"

x] pretty pretty heels. but it totally does kill.



x] the spastic-est couple

OKay. IM SOOOO HIGH TODAY..
I was so freaking sleepy before the exam started


x] going to that thing tomorrow. 74's..


x] STUPID HAIR, i know. but go ahead and bitch about it for I dont care =)


It still ALIVE XD

I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy
~ a song that resembles it all.

so everyone told me that my haircut sucks.I do think so too.
but what to do. all I can do is wait for it to grow by itself
everyone is mocking me. but hell them.
Ive decided that I will not whine no more about the fucken hair of mine.
I chose it, and I shouldnt bitch about it.
this is just one of many ways to live a life.
by not playing on the safe side always.
look at my brom when he got no hair,
he proudly stepped out of the house
I mean he looks better with hair, but he didnt bother.
if he has that I-dont-bother-of-what-u-wanna-bitch-about-me genes,
why aint I?
my point is. bitch as much as u want about my haircut for I dont care.
I have a life

cheerios~

.. All my gals stand in a circle n' clap your hands this is fo' you.
Ups and downs highs and lows no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through
I'm talkin' bout love, say you'll be my girls for life
Girls for life
Oh hold off I need another one
I think you do, you do too
Grab my bag, got my own money
Don't need any man in this room
My boyfriend he'll be calling me now anytime
I need all girls to keep him off my mind
So hold up we need another one
What we got is all good

I LOVE SCHOOL XD

and now I have lost my crown
Im unloved by nobody
and all I have just pieces of shit that are useless
would you still hold me?
and I give you my most sarcastic and inscrutable smile
to whatever answer you give me

and its not hate-ness. it is just lack of love
keep in school ~



FUCKEN HAIR !! GROW LUH FUCKER.

I SURVIVED MY TUESDAY.
happy tuesday every single one.
the school's canteen was full of people shouting
just because a guy gave a girl a flower or what stuff like that
nabei~
HAPPY TUESDAY `. too bad I dont celebrate valentine HA-HA.


x] nice nice? haha.
Im so pathetic luh.


x] SAVE THE PIZZA















x] the pizzas.


x] thats THE COUPLE.
they will kick me when they see this.


x] pizza pizza.


x] white, clean and shiny

everyone was like so anxious about tomorrow.
I didnt know that tuesday is exhilirating. tuesday is the behated day of the week fo' me.
everyone were like, holding the stupid heart-shape baloon. I tried to upload the pic, but cant.
what is so special about it anyway. another junk or trash.
I just dont get these people sometimes.


x] hopefully, IM EATING THAT THING TOMORROW XD


x]just had nothing better to do.


x] Look at its colour. so freaking nice luh.


x] It's FULL MOON. ouh. nice nice.


x] see?? IT WAS FREAKING HOT today.
I was sweating


x] NEW STYLE

x] mine's the nicer one haha.
and hell, the yellowish thingy doesnt dissolve.


x] LOOK AT THE BOOKS .
ouh. exams cuming. shall mug hard.
some help here?


x] Joanne's


x] leftover food.
though it doesnt look nice, its spaghetti or however u spelld it.


x] I ate TUNA n some VEGGIES.
oohh goshh.


x] THIRD .


x] due to some principles, I shall cut their heads off.
a woman n an ah pek


x] I walking down the lonely stairs lalala and lalalala ~


x] curious. aqua nova. allure.
sigh. I shouldnt spend my money on these stuffs.


x] nothing, and I mean NOTHING is safe from my insanity.

and I saw ed guy and seatmate.
ugh. so knackered.